Do you feel like you are being slammed against a psychological wall? I do. Spirit has definitely been preparing me for something.
In the past 10 days I’ve dealt with running away from skunks, being invaded by ants, my AC going down in 100 degree weather, neighbors not liking my opinions, sprinklers exploding, my tree dropping uninvited debris in my neighbor’s yard, a pissed off cat peeing on furniture, a sump pump pipe leak, and an AC repair man asking me ‘if I struck you right now would your dogs attack me’…uh yeah, they’d eat you alive! All of this and more…I’m exhausted. Physically and emotionally exhausted but I’m still in a good mood. How can that be? Normally the things I mentioned above would send me into a corner hiding for days. Now, I will admit I did have one evening when I became overwhelmed and I yelled at God and cried, but boy did I need to cry. Life is life and life happens. How you handle life is the magic.
I was speaking to a friend of mine the other day that has 2 kids under the age of 2. She wasn’t complaining about her circumstances, she was just painting a vivid picture of her life. After listening to her, I was quite clear as to why I never had kids. I had a physical problem at a very young age which made it difficult for me to conceive, that, the lack of sperm, and realizing I may have wanted them when it was physically too late due to my ailment led me to not having children. This used to make me sad. Like I missed out on something and maybe I should have tried harder or woken up sooner. Listening to her, I realized I was not made up to deal with the stresses that come along with raising children. I was made to Guide people into their truth. I understood why my path took me to where I am today.
Many of you may be feeling like you are getting slammed up against a psychological wall or you might be feeling disappointed that your life isn’t where you had hoped it would be today. Even as a medium who constantly lives in Guidance, I not always sure why this twist happened or that turn occurred, until it shows up in some other miracle; like my friend describing her life. Here I was freaked out that I just went through the litany of events I described in the first paragraph and truly exhausted by the circumstances while still running a successful, growing business. If I had to add kids to the mix, oh boy…I’d surely be flattened on the floor. As I embark out on new territory expanding the work that I am doing, feeling fully satisfied by the coaching in my new programs, seeing the growth in my membership and teaching so many people around the world to trust their gifts, I know I was led to the right place. I know that Source, Infinite Intelligence (my new favorite word), God and all of the above led me here and none of it was a mistake. Thank you Spirit for the topsy, turvy, magnificent, joyful, magical carpet ride I am on.
I have some good news to share with all of you. It’s been a dream of mine, to have my classes featured in Om Daily. On July 7th my class Change your beliefs/Change your life is being published on Om Daily. Please check out the link below and join in my celebration of reaching the world so they can also enjoy this magical, mystery carpet ride too!
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